Here’s a quick spiritual health quiz to do in your spare time.
Question 1: Can you say, unequivocally, that God is 100% good?
If you can honestly answer, “Yes,” then you’re probably on a good track.
If answer, “No,” or can’t bring yourself to say “Yes” without hesitation, then you’re likely pursuing a false god.
In those places where you cannot intuitively say that God is good in such-and-such an area, check to see how closely your perception of God in that area matches your perception of your parents in the same place. Then, check that perception against the person of Jesus as found in the canonical gospels. Adjust perceptions accordingly.